Well, the first week went fairly well. I really began to notice that as I was more calm in my response to them, the situation defused more quickly and things ran more smoothly. But, as our schedule got busier, my frustration got greater, my temper got shorter and my work on being more gentle got pushed to the side. I never really thought I had a temper (those who really know me...stop laughing!) Ok, so I guess I could have a temper at times, but not on a regular basis. But lately, I'm beginning to see that it's definitely an area of sin in my life that I need to work on.
Today I had began again. It wasn't until late in the day that I thought about my desire to become more gentle with my words. So better late than never, right! At bedtime, I spoke with kindness in my voice. I stuck to the evening routine. And I wasn't tired and exasperated, as usual. I'm still in shock at how smoothly it went. Even the 2 yr old hopped right in bed, without any arguing! See miracles do exist!! :-)
As I sit here, typing away in the quiet of my sleepy home, I'm so thankful that God never gives up on us. No matter how many times we fail. He loves us enough to lift us up, brush us off, and help us start again.
Thank you so much for your forgiveness and grace. Thank you for showing me areas of my life that need to change and helping me make those changes. Please continue to remind me when I need to be more gentle and kind. Help me show the same grace to others that you show to me each day. Make my life and this blog a blessing to someone, I pray. In your precious name, Amen.
"He's still workin' on me, to make me what I ought ta be... How loving and patient He must be. He's still working on me!" ~Sunday school song